I'm a 17 year old girl. I have never had any interest in sex. Whenever my friends start talking about sex I leave from there. I have a boyfriend we have had phone sex but I did it only to satisfy him. Even when I followed his instructions and masturbated and reached orgasm I was never interested in that I did feel somethings while masturbating but wasn't interested. Now I fear that I will never be able to satisfy my boyfriend. Every girl my age is talking about sex and things but mnot at all interested. What is wrong with me. Please please help. I can't talk to this with my parents neither do I have the strength to go see a doctor. I've kissed him and I like it a bit even when he played with my breasts I didn't feel anything. I like him a lot and if I tell this to him that I've been acting to like every sex calls the kiss and everything he'll be angry. I want to stop acting and start liking it. Every other friend of mine is talking and enjoying sex. Why can't I. Please help me. When I masturbate with his instructions I physically feel the pleasure some what but something inside forces me to stop masturbating. I even tried watching porn but wasn't aroused by it. When I masturbate I get wet my nipples become hard. My body is physically responding but my mind isn't and I really really hurt that. I want to feel it too. I want to make my boyfriend happy sincerely. Please sir please help me.