Dear doctors, I am 20 years old. I am suffering from indigestion, bloating, loos of appetite, heartburn, nausea since 3 years. Also I have pcos and I am often anxious to eat and fear of vomiting after eating anything. When I have digestive issues started not much fear about eating habits but from 1 years having always fear of vomiting after taking meal and yes always after taking meal my stomach upsetting indigestion symptoms. I have change my diet I mean not taking any spicy, oily,fried foods. Everything eating home-made from 3 years, walking after lunch, dinner, doing kapalbhati from 1 week also but after eating I am always nervous and anxious that what to happen after eating because I have indigestion heartburn nausea issues after eating from 3 years .so always have fear of this happening after any meal. Taking many medicines but not cure till now. I am taking ppi's from 3 years continuously and now I think ppis are not working for me. I can't take other medicines because of their side effects. Done ct abdomen 2 times, endoscopy 2 times, sonography 8/9 times also many blood tests but there is only gastritis /gastroparesis /gerd symptoms I don't know what is my disease. My doctor not clearly tell me about my disease but always tell that there is no serious but why I am suffering lot everyday no cure till now. Taking allopathic, homeo medicines but not cured myself. Before working medicines ,i got side effects like nausea, heartburn I mean my symptoms become worse after taking any medicines and have to stop them mid-way, rarely can take 1/2 medicines which are also not working now. Doctor please tell me what to do .what should be my diet. Should I leave all allopathic medicines? How to cure my disease. Will it curable or life time I have to stay like this. I am so frustrated doctors now suicidal thoughts come in my mind as I don't want to leave rest of life like this. Please doctors I beg you please kindly tell me what should I do as I am getting to disturbed mentally as well as physically.