I am 25 year old men. And I was sexually abused by my friend who is 1 years younger than me for 2 years at age of 14, and 15. At that time I was not known what is sex, what is rape. He took advantage of that and sexually abused me. He never took my clothes off but was used to play with my chest and rub his body against me. When I know something wrong is happening with me I never go to his house for study. I was never attracted towards him I am still interested in girls. I was just unknown with what he is doing with me because when we were studying he said we will play a game but never tell about these to anyone. Now I am going through flashbacks, feels stressed out every time. I have stopped talking to my friends they always say me that you are changed which hurts me lot. My lot of relatives are complaining about that you never call us. My parents have started looking girl for my marriage and I think I will not enjoy my married life. I have never told about these to anyone. I feel very anxious when I saw news about rape. My heart rate increases breathing heavily. And importantly I am having thoughts of suicide. Those things have started to take control over my life. Please help. I don't have mother can't tell to father and i'm from village.
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Dear friend, you need counselling. As per my opinion, did you see wwf? Did you see that people are doing wrestling by touching and grabbing and remove each other's shirt? I used to play in childhood in a field and after that we all friends took bath in a pool naked. Do not laugh please. That was in childhood. And whatever you said that was not at all your problem. Believe me at that age whatever your friend did, he has a mental problem. And he should go to a doctor and ask for a mental examination. So be free. It is the age to concentrate on a career. If you need, I can talk to you. You contact me.
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Friend these things happen during childhood, you need to change your mind, don't go to past and enjoy your life, get married and enjoy your sexual life.
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