I became feeling less, before, when something happened it hurt so bad, I will cry I will hurt myself, but now, im not feeling anything anymore, I'm not scared of death anymore, im feel nothing when I hurt myself, I took a lot of pill but I do not feel sorry for myself anymore, im torturing myself, but I do not feel anything anymore, its like "yeah, we live to die anyway" I got panicked, my body temperature raised, im trembling, im screaming, there's no way to let it all go, its hurt before but I do not feel anything anymore, I'm fine but not.