Hi doctor from childhood I am seeing my parents fighting each other. From childhood I am having stress, depression. I started doing yoga but no relief. I am having family problem, I faced many difficulties in life. At the age of 14 my parents gets divorced. And no one takes my responsibility nor my father nor my mother or nor my relatives. After seeing this I think I am like a orphan child and then I went to hostel. But in hostel I didn't find any relief. After 1 years of ragging in hostel I run out of hostel. By doing work as a street child I have done my school and college. I have done meditation, yoga but nothings seems to work. At the end my friends gave me cigarettes and started smoking and then I can peace my mind. After cigarettes I start taking alcohol then drugs. But now I want to stop these things. But when I stop these things I remember about my past. How struggle I have done in my life. How my parents fight to each other, how I spent 1 years of ragging, how I ran out of hostel, how I work as a worker, now I don't have any family I am all alone. Nobody thinks or care about me. By struggling I have done my 12th in science, I have established my business and startup. Now there are 550 employees working in my company. But when I want to stop these bad habits I remember those past things and I became mad. I fell angry I punch on wall. My brains stop working when I see my past. I have lost many things in childhood where all children are playing in park with their parents I am working as a street worker washing plates, picking up bottles, work as a garbage collected. I see many parents are taking their child to big restaurant and I don't have a penny to eat. Now I have everything big car, big house big bank balance. But I don't have anyone I can tell they are my own. I have come to know both my father and mother have done another marriage and they are sounding a happy life. Doctor please help me to come out of this things.