At my 12th std a guy proposed me he is a Muslim and i am Christian both are mallus. I studied in tamilnadu at first I refused to accept his proposal later on I forced myself to accept him because my parents were too strict and my mom always doubted me. I was lonely and depressed. Then we joined different college and different courses but we became more closer. We were so deep in love. We had physical contact during our third year but he never forced me nor took my virginity .then after college he went abroad n myself went to other state for work ,still we were so loving .in between our msgs got caught at both houses during college time. I told to his mom tat I love him .both parents were so badly treating us .then during our working period ,my dad passed away. I was broken but he was dre with n cared like a baby later on after a year ii came to know from his brother tat he was cheating me by being with other girls I saw some foods. I was shattered into pieces in all ways. I realised d Only care n love I got was fake . I stopped talking to him for six months but my life didn't change. I met him accidentally v spoke n decided to chat till v both get married to someone else because now I have only mom n bro though i am lonely I don't want to hurt them by eloping then my bro wouldn't get alliance from a good family .moreover ,he asked sorry for wt he did. But I can assure tat I was treated different I can still c d same love n care but he sd he can't marry me because f his family .now I too not ready for marriage .I told his brother I started talking to his brother ,he blocked me from watsapp n sad do as you like. Now I hurted his bro too because he was like my own brother he sad everything to save my life from his elder brother .now I'm dying with regrets .i realised no one is perfect .i love my bf unconditionally .I'm getting sick. Is it k tat I don't care about any and chat to my bf till I or he gets married. Please reply don't ask for a consultation if I feel ok with d reply I will consult.