I have a gf she loves me. We are in same college. She is little bit scared. She wants to keep our relationship private. I trust on her completely. But I cant live without chatting wid her. From last few days we have been chatting very less. I want to meet her but she always says that this is final year so we should concentrate on our career. So we should study hard we must study hard. Due to these things I dont know why I am getting frustrated frm last few days I am not living my normal life. I want to sleep much more. Bad thoughts of harming myself is coming in mind. All of a sudden everything has changed. I knw these thoughts are very bad. This is affecting my studies also. I just sleep in my room. Pls guide me what should I do to get my nrml life back. This is not me I like enjoying. My smiles are fake. I even dont knw why I m frustrated whether it is due to my gf or something else.