I am a newly married girl, my marriage happened to be on 3rd of february 2020. Before that I have been suffering from idiopathic intracranial hypertension and was fit in the month of december. After my marriage I had a very good bond with my husband clinging together always. All of a sudden my father-in-law passed away on 15th of april due to massive cardiac arrest. Now my husband is a changed man. He goes sleeping on the same bed with his mother and sharing a small space with me by hugging her and kissing her at times. Whenever I try to say anything my mistakes are always pointed out and I am always made responsible for this death. My head pains a lot and at night I cannot sleep. I have having palpitations and it seems as if I cannot breathe. My mother in law is a psychotic patient not leaving his son (my husband as he is the only son) alone with me for a few minutes. My dreams turned to be a nightmare. I cannot eat nor can I drink water now a days. And I don't know why I feel scared all the time. I am not getting him anytime. I don't know what to do. I really don't know what can I do. Please do help.