Hi my father expired 3 months and my stepmom and me are their at home and so my and her relatives are saying to me that you should marry your stepmom so mom got ready to marry me she said me take 2 days time and say 1 day finished but my stepmom is 29 years and me 19 years and she always get anger on me due to my studies and sometimes she shout on me will she do after marriage with me like this and I am feeling shy to marry her because after marriage any how we have to make a physical relation she will allow me to do that with her or not please say should I marry her or not and I have done diploma and I got a job with salary of rs-35000/- and should I marry her or not and she said me before that if we marry we will go to lodge and live their because our house is under renovation will she allow me to do what a husband do to her wife and I have wish to became a father will she allow me.