I am being an addict. I have been consuming bhaang for around 20 years or more now. At the beginning, I thought I could get rid of it very easily and I even quit it for a month but then again I start consuming it. I am in a very difficult situation. I have tried to quit it but failed every time as I am addicted to it. Every morning it feels very strong n make commitments to my self that no matter what I will not touch that thing again when it turns 8.30, how hard I try to control the cravings. My body doesn't respond to the commitment and all I want is. Bhaang and things come to normal. I cannot work in a normal way like other people. M too slow. Low energy. Cannot make decisions quickly. Get afraid. No motivation at all. M ageing faster. Sometimes I even get suicidal thoughts bcoz my life is getting worse every day and I can not do anything about it. I really want to quit this thing. Please help me with it.