masturbate only� once in week with a porn. From past 2 month struggling to get hard erection. As it doesn't get hard until I touch it. I feel like doing it always but I limit myself to once in week. While doing it nowadays I don't get hardness in my penis like once I use to get it before. After masturbation I feel like little to medium pain at top inside part of penis which last for whole second day. Guilt of masturbating and destroying my ability won't let me enjoy any more. My marriage is about to come in 1.5 month. Im worried I won't be able to penetrate.