Asked for female, 23 years old from Trivandrum
Hello and welcome to Lybrate. I have reviewed your query and here is my advice. You should dream of living with a person who understand you and love you, not a person who mentally troubles you. This is a relationship, do not convert into marriage.
I suggest telephonic counseling and online psychotherapy for you.
You can contact me for further advice and treatment options. Let me know if I can assist you further. Take care.