I am suffering from major depressions disorder Fear of dying Feel my breath will stop Always think about near hospital where I would get oxygen In day I manage anxiety As night comes anxiety goes on peak I ignore light people feel sad helpless Can not enjoy TV I live with my wife two kids still feel helpless My three year sons comes to me but I ignore him just want to stay alone in fear of death I am suffering from chronic alcoholic liver disease Above systems could be related to my illness As I don't want to die I went to see a psychiatric prescribed medicine Its been 10 days since I am taking medicine Got no relief in depression I went again doctor told me it will take some time to see improvement Due to my problem my family got frustrated They say you have to be strong Nobody knows about death why you are missing today for it We are with you Please suggest me what I have to do.