I am facing this from a long time, it's around 2.5 years I am facing this and it's increasing day by day. I loved one guy and I thought that we will get married but my parents friends everyone around me is against me marrying him. May be because of that I started maintaining distance from him and today I still love him but as a friend and am not physically attracted towards him. Still as it is 8 years now into relationship with him I feel very bad hurting him Everytime saying we can't get married so I don't say him and also I am scared of that person whom I am going to get married will he love me as much as he does. Scared of letting him go. I am physically and emotionally attached to one of my friends but as we don't have any commitments of marriage I feel sometimes guilty as am I ditching my boyfriend, guy I can't marry. I am not able to say anyone what I am feeling and because of that I am having multiple mood swings, I have started hating love stories, people in love, marriage. Please help.