Dr. I have a bf and in a relation since 2 years and I know it's my fault I have joked many times about him which is humiliating in nature. I used to tell that you cannot do anything in your life you are dumb I insulted him many times it's true that I I have fault. Yesterday he said I am short minded he have wasted his time on me. I felt like crying if he leave me? I don't know what I have to do now. I do not know he is happy with me or not. Help me I feel really sad I don't know how should I talk to him.