I'm feeling very low, slightly going into depression, I've lost my way lost my dream, I lived in a family for 20 years where were no emotions, no support, bad environment. Which affected me badly, now family conditions are improving but I'm lost. I'm not on the way where I should be, I got frustrate too early, I couldn't make a good relationship, not good friend, I'm alone. I feel like a loser who never played.