I am 17 year old .I was scared of teachers .reading books in front of whole class .had less frnds .always felt low when compared with others. I always felt I had no importance in society. I feared of facing school and society .my fear started increasing day by day but then I started overcoming my fear and succeeded many a time but it was temporary it always come back .I started taking drugs before facing any situation or people but the problem was limited up to strangers ,teachers. And public places. But it started haunting when I was with my frnd .even parents .small children .almost everyone .I was helpless at home because I was not able communicate with my parents because of uncontrolled blushing I can't make eye contact with them. I don't know what it is but I will tell my symptoms (1) I feel irrational fear and un comfortable near my nose (2) my only and biggest problem because of this fear I get defenseless ,get offended and embrassed easily when some frnd or someone says something I suddenly feel extreme fear which is out of control and I occur always even I am alone or thinking about the situation. (3) difficult to breath ,and chest pain (4) I never never feel comfort even I am alone that fear and uncomfortable at my nose always are with me sometime it mild I am able to control and sometime it is so extreme that I avoid talking to any one .I feel sudden attacks of fear and I get embrassed and some people even whom I know like my frnd intensely try to scares me by threatening me and I get defenseless and panic attack .I feel like dying because of insults I face by this fear. I have left going out of my house 0 frnds left I am all alone not even my family. (5) I can confidentially say that I am not this fear because sometime when this fear and uncomfortable at my nose goes away for sometime then I feel so relief that I can talk to any one fearlessly ,can talk to girl. (6) I have seen that whenever my attention swift from this fear to some work than I feel little relief and able to complete my breath properly. But for short period (7) I feel that I am not shy but this awkward type of feeling make uncomfortable and terror while facing I need help for something which is unknown for me But I will never give up.