I am a female. I am 18 years old. From past two years I have been procrastinating tasks to great extend. I do not have energy to even get up from my bed. I do not want to do anything. I have started getting panic attacks, I cry all the time and the pain in relieved when I cut my self. There is no one I can talk to about this. No one to listen to me. Sometimes I wanna end it. What is wrong with me. I use to be the topper till grade 11 and now I cannot even pass 12th. What is the problem? It has been two yeas I cannot be happy I feel so low all the time and this is worse than physical pain.