I am a 23 year old one. I have completed my engineering with good percentage but wasted my first year after graduation in home. Later on I have just cheated by some one for job purpose which settles entire career life. In parallel I have worked in a small industry where I myself controlled my growth to go for my permanent job for which I have spent high money. Two year passes, money came back, no job, resigned the one which is not good for me. Now I am feeling depressive, not interested in people, life, career, learning new, competition. I know I am doing wrong but I am unable to control. I am getting fear to take any decision such like field, job, people. Everything in my mind is I have lost, I will be lost, I am dumb, I am cheap. I may not be able to learn new things, feeling unhealthy every minute. Please give me a solution. Thanks.