Hi doctor 4 month before I fallen sick. Due to which I feel hopeless and very anxious whenever climate get change I feel anxious and feel very hopeless I get worried about my future and fell very hopeless. I feel that I will die or something I get suicidal thoughts I doctors prescribed be antidepressant pills to control that thought but I stopped using it because of the sideeffect so can any one tell me that is there any other thing I can do to reduce stress and depression and any other medicine which will make my brain relax and stop thinking. About past and all because of this I had lose my interest in my daily activity I do not like to go anywhere and I do not feel safe ant where I do not go anywhere with ny girlfriend now I feel sacre about my relationship I had gone for counseling the doctor said me that I you will use antidepressant pills you will get side effect the best medicine is to get married if you can get marry you will be ok. But I feel that now I am doing like this the after marring a girl how can I take care of her so can any one help me and prescribe me medicine to make my mind relax.