I am , 20yrs age. I took science and thought of becoming a doctor. But due to my illness I couldnt succeed in my aim. This is my 3rd drop for medical. I want to be a doctor but I think I am not able to find my passion dat what work I like to do the most in my life. Because everytime I try to study after 10-20min I again get start wasting my time by doing something else. I tried many tyms I am not able to handle my mind. I am very innocent and have been cheated by many people in case of money, friendship, love. Now my parents have also started taking me as a burden. I motivate myself, but the level of worrying is very high then the level of motivation. Even when I excercise I do first 10min very actively but aftr that I get lazy. Its the same with any work that I am doing. First when I start I am very excited to do that work but after few minutes when the real difficulty of that work comes infront of me then that time my body energy gets slow automatically. Alot I try to regain the same excitment but I am not able to. How can I stay excited with my work. My main work right now is studying. I have my pre medical exam in 3rd may. Please help me