Hi doctors! I am complete helpless. I am suffering from cancer phobia since two year. It is running my life. I have become very very caution about health now. I check my neck for lymph node. I check my stool for blood. I do my cbc after every 1 week to check blood cancer. I have consulted 138 different doctors for different issue in last one year. I have posted 100 plus questions on Lybrate to get my doubts. I am scared for all type of cancer. I have done 4 time chest. X ray. If wbc get little high, I get panic attack. I am dieing from inside day by day. I feeling like committing suicide some time. My age is 30. There is no history of cancer in my family. I have habit of reading cancer symptoms and news every 1 hour on internet. I have broke my mobile also in this anxieties. I have done my brain mri to rule out brain cancer. I am latterly leaving cancer person life! I am really scared and broken.