Sir I am 25 years married women. I am married before 3 yrs. But me and my his doesn't had any mental affection. He doesn't like to spend time with me. But he liked to get flirt with other women. Before marriage he had an affair I was known that earlier before marriage. We had an arranged marriage marriage but initially my family was not interested but its he who take initiative for our marriage. Then I don't know what happened to him. I loved him more than anything in the world. I cared him like a baby. But he ignored me initially. Then I noticed someone was sending msg to him .but I thought it will be a normal girlfriend and I didn't take seriously. Then one day when his phone was in my hand she massaged him and give phone to him without checking message. He saved her name as dp when I asked who is dp he replied its his male frnd. Later one day feeling doubt I checked his messenger and realized that it was a girl and I read all the flirt messages .i was dead sir. They met in train three days journey .after our engagement. Even after marriage they continued their relation. And I have seen he flirt with another girl also in chat who is our neighbor. He flirt with them after our marriage. How. Can I bear it sir.in between we went to an amusement park soon after marriage. There he was looking at girls in front of me. It hurted me. Alot sir.in the 2 yes I haveadjusted a lot in that home. Coz I loved him and can not live without him. When I saw the flirt messages I lost my control and i. Try to suicide .bt he saw that saved me. I went to my home and told my parents they told me to divorce him and allow him to marry someone. Even they told so I know if idiot so they will be hurtful and will have to answer public. So I decided to go to his house. He asked me a chance. And forgot to tell he had many boyfriends and had habit of liquor. He will usually complete at home when he is leave. He works in army. But now I am leaving deadly. But even after given chance he did not pay attention to during pregnancy. He made me cry during pregnancy even for silly things. In between the previously told girl send messages to me thinking that I am my hus. I also replied as my his and told not try to contact anymore. From one year they had no contact. Few days beforeshecalled. I took phone and spoketo her that my his is not interested to continue the frndship. And so on. But she told me it was he who started the relation. initially she said they are finds. But later she admittedthat they have flirted and he had sent her watch on her birthday and so on. I can not bear that sir. Bcoz one day when I told my hus to take me to the near beach he told that he did not. Have money for fuel. Its he bought her watch. He even did not fulfill any of my wish. Sir I was madly loved my hus. Even when he is abroad I used to wear his used t shirt and smell them. That much I loved him. Thinking that I was mad in love with him he was happy with someone. I can not bear this. Sir .i feel to commit suicide but now I had 4mnth baby. Sir I was a bright student in colleges but due to the mental stress he has given me I couldn't complete my pg. I was not able to attempt my exam. Sir how can I overcome this situation. Plzzz sir .help me. I have lost everything in my life due to my love towards him. Now I am standing as a big zero. I feel to commit suicide. I can not beat thinking that he has done this much to me.