I am just 16 years old but I am filled with stop the thoughts, thoughts and questions which I feel its right and I asked my sister the same questions for 100 times she got frustrated and gave me the same answers I am scared to ask these questions to my parents though they are free cool and open minded due to these questions I lost my true self I am in 12th I lost my concentration on studies I am losing my present life and I am thinking of my future which is uncertain and I cried for a week cause that I can not marry someone whom I love and I cry often thinking abt my questions one day I asked my dad directly he gave me gud ans but I wanted him to ask more but I dint due to fear he told me to write in apaper I wrote it still I am in fear whether he will scold me or ans me or lose trust in me most of times I waste my time in cryibg thinking then losing marks making my parents feel ashamed even day after tmrw I have my exams.