I am really in big trouble. Please help me. I am taking medicines from last 3 years from psychiatrists. As I was suffering from the very peak symptoms like constant headache ,constant heavy head, restlessness at its peak, anxiety, depression etc. This all started due to the incidents which were occurring one by one, and the hypnotism caused by talking of people under the consumption of ganja at that time. Now I can not consume ganja because I will die if I consume it. Medication are also not going right, at the evening time .please listen at EVENING TIME - I feel like I will die in coming days, my brain starts to shrink, brain is like he is drunk, I am lost in other world. I do not know why psychiatrists do not take this part seriously. Please understand me, I do not know what to do in life. And this evening thing started from the time when panic attack (death or life threatening) started when I met one psychiatrist and I took his medicine. Please suggest me what to do. Will I be able to recover with my health?