Hello sir. Yesterday I was sitting in the library and studying. Then all of a sudden I don't know from where a thought came in my mind that whether I am straight or not. From childhood I always fantasize about sex, how it would be like, even when I watched any youth show or love movie I always thought even i'll have a beautiful story like this. I didn't have any sexual experience or any boyfriends. But ya I do have crush on boys and I sometimes felt shivers by their touch. But I don't know whats wrong. Actually a girls dupatta brushed me and I felt a warmth like feeling .There are no sexual fantasies. But can dis happen. Can sexuality change at this age. I don't want dis. I wanna have a normal life. Yesterday I even read some sex stories on Wattpad but did not feel the same throbbing down below which I used to feel. Well whenever I watched porn or read stories like that after a long time I used to have throbbing sensation or a wetness. But nothing happened yesterday. But even the thought of lesbian sex scares me. It feels weird. Please help me. Actually I am preparing for an entrance exam. I used to watch these youth shows but to controlyself and to devote more time to studie. But a few days back I was really tired and frustrated so I watched all the episodes. I had done dis many times since 10 years. Broken his swear many times. I liked all dose lovey dovey scenes on the shows and couldn't stop myself from watching them my quality. I may sound maniac but this is how I am feeling. Every another day now my mind get occupied by any stupid days and my time gets all wasted. And dis stupid lesbian thought.