I am 21 yrs old I had been a gay sex earlier with many since childhood but it all stop before 6 years then I have had severe nightfall from that time even in a day sometimes when I read books also though I dont watch porn and masturbate but semen comes out when I urinate so I took ayurvedic medicine name which I didnt recall 3 yr before bt it didnt stp so sometimes before I took confide60 as suggested by my friend though nightfall happens sometimes but semens pass out frequently when I urinate in admit of this I started masturbating and again I stop all this so I am concerned about it how to stop this and whether it will affect my future sometimes it happens that aftr masturbating I felt guilty of myself and in my subconscious mind I am doing gay sex with someone but I have to stop all this because I am nt a gay.