I know I am depressed, but I really don't know what to do now, its just spoiling my life. I feel low in life, my all friends are progressing in their life and they are happy too, but I am not. I am not happy in relationship also. I genuinely do not know whats is happening in my life, all I can say is I am not happy, I always get hurt on small negligible things. I always live in insecurity, I live in FOMO (FEAR OF MISSING OUT) in my relationship. This thing create problems in my relationship, my self confidence my self esteem is too low that I feel shame or very low in front of her, and live in FOMO. I know many of my problems but do not know how to deal with it. I am just living life full of sadness, just do not know what to do. Sometimes I think of breakup but I can not live happy without her. But I live in fear of losing her and over react at everything, this thigh create problems. And I end up being sad. Insecurity come because I feel low, I feel I am incapable/worth of being with her. And live in fear of losing her. I am bad in studies, I do not have many friends, not successful in life. Do not know what to do. Help.