I'm a 26 year old male having mental illness, schizophrenia and Bipolar disorder for almost 6 years. My study (Engineering) failed. I'm living in my parents house but they don't talk with me. I'm single living in my bedroom lonely whole day without doing anything. Also I don't have any interest in anything. Just they feed me with food and I will go to my bedroom, But they are not talking with me. I want my parents love and affection and also support. I want them to motivate me to do something in my life but they won't. They tease me, blame me everyday. Sometimes I'll talk to myself, Sometimes I'll motivate myself and sometimes I'll get tears because of blaming and teasing me. I can't understand why only get bad, blaming, teasing, Bodily pleasures and sexual fantasy thoughts for me every second and I'll rub my pussy with high pressure everyday, So I'm also physically weak� now, I mean low resistance stamina. My habits are very bad, I pee in bedroom because I like peeing and going to toilet in Bedroom. I think every minute about this dirty habits, But I can't get any answer from any one. I'll get very high dirty thoughts every minute like I want to enjoy any female body, taste pussy, eat whole body with my mouth, I want to put my head in her pussy, taste any female's today body every second of my life until I die. Well, these thoughts are coming every day. I think I'm waste human being living in this good world. I want to die now. Well, this is my problem. Can you give me any medicine like injection for quick relief from thoughts and do something for my life as I'm born in this good world. I have even undergone Electro convulsive therapy (ECT) but that also no use. What should I do now?