I am a student. I have been failing to clear the final exam of my CA course for 4 years. My life has been divided into spans of 6 months. Every 6 months I give exams hoping that this time I'll clear. And I fail every time. I feel that my family suffers because of my failure. I don't have a job and I am completely dependent on my father for my expenses. I am 26 years old and people of my age support their family while I am just spending my father's hard earned money. My parents always wanted me to complete this course and I feel so guilty that I am unable to fulfil their wish. I feel bad when even after being the eldest of all my siblings, I am unable to do anything for them. In the pursuit of gaining this degree and those two alphabets before my name I sacrificed a lot. I sacrificed my dreams or when all my friends used to go on holidays I used to study at home, all the celebrations, festivals and anything else was avoided just thinking that I will enjoy when I will achieve something great. I should been an inspiration for my brother and sister but I am a complete failure. I keep avoiding everything that people said and do bad to me thinking that I have a bigger purpose in life. All my friends have cleared their exams and got their degree while I am still sitting here. It feels like that we were all in a race and everyone else has completed it and I am still struggling to complete it. But since my result came out in july this year I have been terribly disturbed and I don't feel like talking to anyone about it. Because I feel no one is going to understand the pain I am feeling and they will just laugh at me. I have been facing severe concentration issues and I really need to study for my exams in November. In all these days I also thought of committing suicide but could not find enough strength to commit it. This sinking feeling is just killing me. I don't know how to get out of it.
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hi Sonakshi, I can understand your feelings. see, first thing, you are not alone in this situation. Many people have faced situation like this. I think before every attempt your past failures come in front of your eyes and you get distracted. You loose focus due to your previous experiences. Somewhere either your study pattern is incorrect or you get demotivated. Take it as a problem and Jot down all the possible solutions of it. Prepare yourself according to the solutions. Change your study pattern. Meet with people who have cleared the exam and ask them their methods of studying. Give those methods a try. Solve previous years papers with the prescribed time limit. Select the method which suited you the best. Most importantly give yourself this auto suggestion that anyhow you will clear the exam this time. Take proper care of your diet, rest and exercise also. Keep yourself relaxed. Do your best and leave the result on the supreme power. Everything will be fine if you give your hundred percent to it. All the best.
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