Sir/Madam. I am CA final student and exam on November. I going through breakup of 3 years of extreme care and attachment. My girlfriend was very nice girl caring for her family and think a perfect women which I require. It is not about physical affection but I love her very much. Our breakup was due to Caste differences and for which she was very upset. Her father denied for that and only for her family against her will so she broke up. And still we are in contact which she asking for friendship and she saying she fully recovered and stable Now, I can't hate her or love her. At 6 am, I unconsciously remembering our sweet romance her touch, her anger, her love and feel very lonely and feared and also sex urge arising on her which are wrong. Her parents looking for her and I feel like I did trying to convince them and I talked with her. She saying it will not possible now I don't concentrate on studies well feeling guilty, all my happiness was around her. I understand it will not possible but, can't let go I confused what I should think and let go. Where it was gone wrong, How can I recover, what should be my next move. How can I control my self to move ahead. I fearing of depression for which I continued omega 3 capsules. I also think she will be settled and I become lost Please guide.