Hi. I have been feeling low. Sad irritated and angry sometimes. I have lost my appetite and eat just one meal a day. I do not feel hungry. Other times I am afraid of gaining weight. It has been like this since past 5 years. My grades started dropping and relationship with parents became worse. Mom sometimes used to tell. Me to go and die. Mom dad were fed up of me. Although I still do not understand why. Sometimes I have diarrhoea or constipation without any physical reason. I do not feel like doing anything. I hate myself for being like this. I even stopped trying to make any friends. Stopped talking to classmates. I feel irritated or feel like crying when I see others having fun. But my sleep pattern is normal. It has been mentioned by a psychologist that I might be undergoing depression or eating disorder. Is it true? Do I have these or either of these. My height is 5 feet 5 inches and I weigh 45 kgs nd am 18 years old.