Sir, I dnt knw .hw to start. Bt kabhi kabhi to mann krta h sab chhod k kahi chali jaau. Yeh na to mujhe job krne dete na hi meri baato ko feelngs ko smjhte. Kabhi kuch kahte h to kabhi kuch .or jab woh kro to kahte h maine yeh bola hi nhi. Jhuth bahut bolte h.kuch smjhaao to chillate h.drink b krte ho jo ki mujhe ab pta chala itne saalo se chhupa rkha tha n main itni bewakuff jo mujhe pta nhi chahla. Hum dono me 13-14 saal ka dffrnce h.pr bilkul matr nhi h.koi saamaan khud le aayenge n mere ghr walo k paas ja k bolenge use smjhaao bahut kharch krwati h.mere pichhe padi thi yeh laane ko. Kabhi shoppng pr jaayenge to zabrdasti samaan dila denge n aa k fir wohi drame dusro k saamne roynge. Fir kuch kaho to kahenge mujhe tera udaas face dikh gya isliye main smjh gya ki lena h.baaki bahut si aisi abnrml behvr h jo mujhe smjh nhi aata. Mujhe mere 2 years bete ka futr dark lgta h.kaise smjhau kya kru smjh nhi aata. Drink kr k aate h fir kahte h maine nhi drnk ki. Jyadatr to mujhe pta hi nhi chalta. Aajtk maine drnk kiye huye ko nhi dekha. Na apni mrzi se kahi aa ja skti na kuch kr skti. please suggst me. Kahte h tu khud ko thoda chnge kr le to sab thik ho jaayega tu mujhe torchr krti h.aise me kya kru hu to insaan hi gussa aa hi jaaata h.bahit sochti hu ignr kru bt nhi ho paata.