I used to masturbate when I feel sexy Watching porn. But now I feel sexy when I am alone and want to have sex with my x gf. We were in relationship a year ago. She used me as romance toy. And left me. She has affairs with other boys as well. She just find attraction in boy and gets closer. Some days ago I was wearing blezzer and looking handsome. So she suddenly came close to me and kissed me. We had little romances. Other days she don't even look at me neither talk to me. That means depends on her mood one day bf and other days unrecognized person. When I am alone sexual desire arises in mind. But don't want to masturbate to satisfy desire. Should I have sex with her by doing things which will find her attractive or should I have sex with another call girl?