Hello sir, professionally I am B.E computer engineer. Right now working as a network engineer. Age-23, single parent (father passed away in childhood), mother has never teached us how to socialize with society or group. Always angerly forcing to study only. That's why I had never interacted with any people not even relatives or cousins. My fingers are finding words to describe my mental sickness. My life is now like a hell. Reasons are here. >Empty brain >Lack of sense of humor >Lack of sense to talk >Lack of understanding people and behavior >In ability of making friends >Could not even handle a small talk >Seriously mentally unable to be a part of society and groups >Always finding a way to comfort zone and loneliness >My faith in all God's destroyed >From last few months believes humans and me also as an social animal only I am going to die mentally. I am leaving like a zombie. Please help me what is happening with me. Suggest me good psychological books, Food, activities, any!