This is to psychologist! Hello doctor! I feel depressed, I feel like to end my life. I feel like am loser and I won't get a job. I have a gut feeling always that I have Oly one option to suicide! I always want to be alone. Am an engineering student. With greater difficulty clearing out. I always feel am nothing and no more. I don't understand whom to tell my feelings! I don't understand what to do? I don't like to share these things with my parents. I'm depressed and I just want to end my life. This is what always runs in my mind. I am helpless and I don't understand what to do. I am smoking alot. Just to keep my self calm. But still no sleep during nights. Just feels like hell. I need help some suggestions. I am not understanding at all. What to do?